You haven't heard a word of what I said
I'd give anything to get inside your head
You act as if there's nothing left to say
I guess everything is easier that way
I know that you don't want to think about it anyway
I won't let you hide from this
Even with your best defense
You can't deny the way you feel about me
I know you think about it all of time
But there's nothing left to make you change ...
Reality is what you want to see
It shouldn't make a difference to me
I put my trust in what you had to say
It didn't make a difference anyway
I know you've tried your quot;very bestquot;
And I'm so glad
Thank you so much
Disappointment is what you've made this
Expectations overrated
Disappointment is what you've made this
My ambition is so deflated
Reality is different for me
My eyes are opene...
Day after day
You go on living while I wait
It still feels the same
I'm stuck for answers while you place the blame
I guess it comes to this again
So what's there left to say
You thought you'd feel no different
Now that everything has changed
I guess it comes to this again
What difference does it make?
That you and I think better
Of the choices that we've made
It's fading away
I don't remember...
I'll never feel again
I'll never feel again
Then I won't have to feel this pain I'm in
If it sounds familiar
Because nothing ever goes the way I've planned
If it sounds peculiar
Then you don't have to try and understand
I'll never feel again
I'll never feel again
Then I won't have to feel this pain I'm in
I'm not a great example
Of everything the world expects of us
I know I'm no exception
I'v...
I think it's starting again
The same thing that happens when
I'm sure what I'm thinking about is right
But I don't know anything
The inhibitions decline
Decided to make up my mind
I'm sure what I'm thinking is right
But I don't know anything
So why are you loking to me for the answers?
It's only the truth if you want to believe in it
Everyone wants to live another life
So many aspirations have...
And now that all is said and done
It's kind of hard to hold my tongue
Because you still don't believe you're wrong
I'm not so sure what I would say
If I could talk to you that way
You wouldn't understand
I was foolish from the start
I've tried not to fall apart
It's just like you said but everything is somehow different
I've tried hard not to admit
That there was some truth to it
It's just lik...
I knew what I wanted and I was fixed on it
I was sure of it, I could've been wrong
It seems like it's never quite like
I thought it'd be
The reality, am I where I belong?
It's not like they said
It feels like most everything's out of focus in my mind
I'm trying to make some sense out of what I left behind
The difference in who I am and the one want to be
It seemed so much easier when there was...
It started out all wrong
I wasn't thinking
Everything is wrong
I couldn't see it
I guess I thought that things
Would somehow try and work themselves out
I'd like to think it's not so easy
To convince myself that everything is going to be ok
Shame on me this time
I was only trying to make the best of this
I should have known
Fool me once then shame on you
Again and I must choose
Between suspici...
I'm not so bulletproof
But this is something
I could never say to you
This sometimes buries me
And I don't know if this is someone I can be
I tell myself it's right
Still feels so wrong
It's better than nothing
I'd rather not be here all by myself
It's better than nothing here with someone else
It's better than nothing
I'd rather not be standing here alone
It's better than feeling like you're ...
You think you know just what it means
To be alone
You think you've suffered for your cause
You're wrong
I don't really need to know what makes you tick
Or what you think is right
I don't want to know the reason you believe
Right now you're like the others
Your thoughts are not your own
Try thinking for yourself and act on what you know
Still you try to defend these things
You were taught
You'v...
Open-minded educated
Popular and medicated now
And you still won't make it
Filled with silent indignation
Blind with hopeless expectation now
And you still won't make it
So you're afraid that they will think ill of you
Get a load of me now
And if you're scared they couldn't care less of you
Get over yourself now
It's fame and popularity
I'll never understand
If it feels like this is what you n...
Ignorance and arrogance mean quite the same to me
Take a look around you and I'm sure you will agree
The world is full of people filled with hatred filled with greed
It's such a rare example when you've found a human being
You could've had everything but you
You would've been scared of what to do
You should've been so much more to us than just exonerated
Why shouldn't it break your heart in tw...
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