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Closer to the future flying rapidly I've been damned to breathe what I hate to see Forcing me to act what I can not be Impurity is when you're pulling strings to see I'm rising up I'm flying higher How would it feel if I touched the sky? Can't you see I'm rising higher Rising free towards purity Lashing down on my trust try to make me feel Calm, at ease I'm feeling nauseous see What kind of ma...
Keep me awake, speak to me I don't ever want to sleep again I can see you look at the bruises on my arms and neck, my swollen throat Now at the time I'm just flowing with the stream and I'm trying to bring back my life Patience, endless rules brings me back and forth my own domestic war Wake me into another world where there is no pain and hurt It all submits that I shouldn't take to be abused...
Through all the black days Why can't you hear That sadness surrounds us? And so hard I tried To face the real things in life I can't see how I failed to fly How I failed to fly Black days they scream And it hears our lies It feels so unreal To face our fears When I am lost I run away So deep in my mind To cry out in fear When I am lost I run away so deep in my mind To cry out of fear Faced by ...
Open your arms, show me your envy The fury that makes Do you cry out when you're in need? Or do you just act like you're more mean? So would you hold on now Let the fate decide? So would you hold on now When our sorrow rise? You are the chaos hidden in dreams The ones that keep me awake You are all evil, gathered in One big monster machine Force out control Reign us with fury Spinning in this ...
Existing for chaos To harm conceive and lie Twisting all straight answers I'm a fake Silently respectfully I move behind your backs Secretly suspiciously I create my little lies I seem to have forgotten the truth As well as story Nothing no longer adds up Regretting my conviction to be as every one Hiding my solutions deep in my pride I am here for you I am here for you No one longer listens I...
Everything seems to be flowing My mind is set to consume you And when the world comes down on you Don't come to me to shed your tears We got the time to find Something to live for Deserted mind like mine To flow around in here We've all got a line You've crossed yours You have crossed the breaking point So don't come to me And shed your tears We got the time to find Something to live for Deser...
Get me done Clear your arm for another shoot Inject me Feel the tension that chills your bones your step belongs to me So don't face me / so don't face me So don't confront me / Don't confront me So don't face me / so don't face me So don't confront me / try to do me now I am the one who makes your stands I am the nightmare they tried to hide So keep me close to your heart You never thought it...
Follow all familiar paths now Accessing all human minds Injecting my veins with your hatred My focus never stays the same Pure So fresh I can test it Taste it in my narrow mind Focus well and inject it Blindfold my eyes When my apathy dies Sure I will rise up and face it Another day of sunshine lies This world is made by my fiction Injected in my body's pride How long must I reach out Eating m...
Step back in silence, meet the ecstacy in life You shouldn't suffer so much Face the enemy within yourself Feel this growing anger Wash in the pain the gates will not be shut To the world of anger Feel as much as I feel More pain than the growing sorrow Lies supposed to break me As you always say It's a war down in the shadows Your ecstacy lies in hell Step back in silence, meet the ecstacy in...
Why did I do such a thing to myself, my family and friends I distracted them with lies I thought they were blind but yet they saw What was I doing to me I was so blind Ain't got the time Ain't got the time to straighten up myself I fooled everyone with my tearfilled eyes but not only with lies Also with my cries I figured I was better but really I don't know Cause nothing exists In my head tho...
It's all completely silent except memories of the past More freedom lt;igt;[x2] All I am refusing is the mortal man that enslaves More freedom lt;igt;[x2] Explain it all to me I'm pale and broken free More freedom, freedom I can't feel more for than I've always done Detest your holy war extermination grows Grotesc inprisonment character denied Furious visions of the life we proceed LIFE It's a...
So let me wake from this nightmare This is so wrong Now when you're gone What should I do but shed my tears All night long This should not have happened Not this soon I can not be whole without you You know Al the times you yelled at me Correcting all my faults Taking care of everything At least now you are well and free This is your funeral It's at its last sheds of tears So now when I'll mak...
Can't feel the rush that I used to It's as you weren't there I can't straighten my back right I am so in despair Now it's dark and I can't see What the dreams carry to me If tomorrow is gone I would feel more comfort And if If tomorrow is gone I would be alone then Can't feel the rush that I used to It's as you weren't there I can't straighten my back right I am so in despair Now it's dark and...
Isolate, imprisonate, The siege of my own god damned soul I refuse to see my errors Confess my sins and dig down in this hole Spreading my lies consuming their minds Reflecting myself on other lives But when I'm dead buried and rotten They will remember me There's a long snap to zero Two of us share our reflection There's a long snap to zero Two of us knows our reaction Another star has died O...
We are the weak ones In one big, monster machine We are the flesh of the Soulburner We are the lost We are the weak ones In one big, monster machine We are the flesh of the Soulburner Soul
You're destroying everything Everything you touch When you are here in me This is how close you'll get with me, I'm like the criminal Insane with an urge of rage in me I shouldn't still be free The voices in my head twist my mind groundly Paralyzed my fears of my own judgement Not standing on my own controlled by a voice in my head Losing the control of life can't decide about my own visions o...
Why don't you... Feel like I feel The true Reality My words are no lies But yet not devine Murder... My one domain Murder... My life in flames Why don't you... Pull out your head Out from your ass I'm not filled with pain But so filled with shame I'm not one of those Who escapes the world A purpose shall be done My wrecking haunted gun Acting the same And I'm not filled with shame But yet I fe...
[Instrumental]
Open the cap fill up the batteries Play the game of your life It's starting to shake It's ready for you to control Your flesh starts to sweat The feeling you need to let go Just do your thing lose all the tension and flow Powertool forever young forever, forever young Powertool when we're in bloom when we're in bloom Feeling the one handed love As the best you've ever had Wiping your mouth and...
I'll bring back my ways A bit of shining to the wonder world At times I feel a need Forcing harder emotions of grief Tumble down or on your knees Let us wake in a giant form way So we're buried? We'll see All those others as small and offensive Heating up Lashing down It smells like I've been here before Purify the surgeon style Turning our souls inside out So who's the strongest to be A piece...
I am your god I am your dreams I am everything you'll always need These are the words of a humble man The king of stone, the people's heart I have never tried to reach this far before I have never set my goals for sure Some promises come some of them go I am your alternative Messiah Your King of the stone Your deciples of my stone I am your, your big Messiah Hold him, embrace him just have him...
Breath Let's rush in let's lose control Breath Let's rush in let's lose control Cries Let's rush in let's lose control Cries Let's rush in let's lose control Flowing away Flowing away Into this endless tide Ending up in the drain Watching back at another life This day won't ever remind them of our Tear soaked ways of ending each other Breath Let's rush in let's lose control Breath Let's rush i...
This is our small electric space A place of love a place of hate Friends that hold you true Who scares you more than you Sometimes it's warm sometimes it's cold Sometimes it's just like your world Lost track of time lost the whole of you Lost every thing worth fighting for So you hide in your world If ever time could heal your wounds So you hide in our world In our small Electric Space This is...
Another giant step for mankind Altering with human wombs Setting their own samples Of who they want you to be Their soul purpose Of making your flesh their own Heart and soul manufactured For their own Another giant step for mankind Altering with human wombs Setting their own samples Of who they want you to be Their soul purpose Of making your flesh their own Heart and soul manufactured To con...
Sometimes thinking of suicide The thought that sharpens my mind Deep down in manic depression I only hear my own cries These thoughts are so twisted I can hardly Look out from the edge of my world Those feelings of losing every sense of touch I tried to reach with my hands Sometimes thinking of suicide The thought that sharpens my mind Sometimes life feels much cheaper So cold, dull and grey T...
I want to f*** up everything that you ever loved I want to lose my head go for the bat and crush your head Relax for a while think it over All the vicious circles I'm trembling in are going further down The last words you ever spoke still echo in my head The world has turned and left me here So stiff and cold Find hope, find a cure, find happiness For my ragged, tortured soul Tell the world I'...
Even though it sounds easy you should relate to the fall My inner words of rage bursting through my head if it is what it seems You should be much closer to the rage that I feel It's glowing Deep down in my mind I see you feel the same as me stay brave As they always stare right through you They don't notice you Even though they should, you're a quite special guy that's what you think Don't yo...
If I give you the world I'll make it black If I give you air to breathe If I give you air to breathe If I give you sight I would stab my eyes If I give you all my trust I am used and feel so bruised So we'll make a mess of our lives I'll paint your world in black Too cold for you to get out So I'll stop your grieving heart machine It won't be any wonder But you'll be deep down in slumber If I ...
[Instrumental]
Have you met your god yet? I've sure met mine Suffer Intensely my friend Keep on having those grave remorse Caught up in the act of stupidity By sharing your thoughts You're the worst kind of whore Suffer Even harder my friend Yet my lessons unlearned Painful small decisions may Control your life for years at the time Closer, it might have begun Forcing yourself to be numb Closer, why won't it...
Strong is he who fights for his beliefs Everyday he struggles with his grief Crossbound by all his friends Listen he's taking all the blame For you and me Just don't loose your faith in me Preaches about hell on earth No one cares, but wants to be like you... to be you You and I return alive into a world that's mine again Warfare Standing on my own Love her Love her on the throne Left her Left...

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