Closer to the future flying rapidly
I've been damned to breathe what I hate to see
Forcing me to act what I can not be
Impurity is when you're pulling strings to see
I'm rising up I'm flying higher
How would it feel if I touched the sky?
Can't you see I'm rising higher
Rising free towards purity
Lashing down on my trust try to make me feel
Calm, at ease I'm feeling nauseous see
What kind of ma...
Keep me awake, speak to me
I don't ever want to sleep again
I can see you look at the bruises
on my arms and neck, my swollen throat
Now at the time I'm just flowing
with the stream and I'm trying
to bring back my life
Patience, endless rules
brings me back and forth
my own domestic war
Wake me into another world
where there is no pain and hurt
It all submits
that I shouldn't take
to be abused...
Through all the black days
Why can't you hear
That sadness surrounds us?
And so hard I tried
To face the real things in life
I can't see how
I failed to fly
How I failed to fly
Black days they scream
And it hears our lies
It feels so unreal
To face our fears
When I am lost
I run away
So deep in my mind
To cry out in fear
When I am lost
I run away so deep in my mind
To cry out of fear
Faced by ...
Open your arms, show me your envy
The fury that makes
Do you cry out when you're in need?
Or do you just act like you're more mean?
So would you hold on now
Let the fate decide?
So would you hold on now
When our sorrow rise?
You are the chaos hidden in dreams
The ones that keep me awake
You are all evil, gathered in
One big monster machine
Force out control
Reign us with fury
Spinning in this ...
Existing for chaos
To harm conceive and lie
Twisting all straight answers I'm a fake
Silently respectfully I move behind your backs
Secretly suspiciously I create my little lies
I seem to have forgotten the truth
As well as story
Nothing no longer adds up
Regretting my conviction to be as every one
Hiding my solutions deep in my pride
I am here for you
I am here for you
No one longer listens
I...
Everything seems to be flowing
My mind is set to consume you
And when the world comes down on you
Don't come to me to shed your tears
We got the time to find
Something to live for
Deserted mind like mine
To flow around in here
We've all got a line
You've crossed yours
You have crossed the breaking point
So don't come to me
And shed your tears
We got the time to find
Something to live for
Deser...
Get me done
Clear your arm for another shoot
Inject me
Feel the tension that chills your bones
your step belongs to me
So don't face me / so don't face me
So don't confront me / Don't confront me
So don't face me / so don't face me
So don't confront me / try to do me now
I am the one who makes your stands
I am the nightmare they tried to hide
So keep me close to your heart
You never thought it...
Follow all familiar paths now
Accessing all human minds
Injecting my veins with your hatred
My focus never stays the same
Pure So fresh I can test it
Taste it in my narrow mind
Focus well and inject it
Blindfold my eyes
When my apathy dies
Sure I will rise up and face it
Another day of sunshine lies
This world is made by my fiction
Injected in my body's pride
How long must I reach out
Eating m...
Step back in silence, meet the ecstacy in life
You shouldn't suffer so much
Face the enemy within yourself
Feel this growing anger
Wash in the pain the gates will not be shut
To the world of anger
Feel as much as I feel
More pain than the growing sorrow
Lies supposed to break me
As you always say
It's a war down in the shadows
Your ecstacy lies in hell
Step back in silence, meet the ecstacy in...
Why did I do such a thing
to myself, my family and friends
I distracted them with lies
I thought they were blind
but yet they saw
What was I doing to me
I was so blind
Ain't got the time
Ain't got the time
to straighten up myself
I fooled everyone
with my tearfilled eyes
but not only with lies
Also with my cries
I figured I was better
but really I don't know
Cause nothing exists
In my head
tho...
It's all completely silent except memories of the past
More freedom lt;igt;[x2]
All I am refusing is the mortal man that enslaves
More freedom lt;igt;[x2]
Explain it all to me I'm pale and broken free
More freedom, freedom
I can't feel more for than I've always done
Detest your holy war extermination grows
Grotesc inprisonment character denied
Furious visions of the life we proceed
LIFE
It's a...
So let me wake from this nightmare
This is so wrong
Now when you're gone
What should I do but shed my tears
All night long
This should not have happened
Not this soon
I can not be whole without you
You know
Al the times you yelled at me
Correcting all my faults
Taking care of everything
At least now you are well and free
This is your funeral
It's at its last sheds of tears
So now when I'll mak...
Can't feel the rush that I used to
It's as you weren't there
I can't straighten my back right
I am so in despair
Now it's dark and I can't see
What the dreams carry to me
If tomorrow is gone
I would feel more comfort
And if
If tomorrow is gone
I would be alone then
Can't feel the rush that I used to
It's as you weren't there
I can't straighten my back right
I am so in despair
Now it's dark and...
Isolate, imprisonate,
The siege of my own god damned soul
I refuse to see my errors
Confess my sins and dig down in this hole
Spreading my lies consuming their minds
Reflecting myself on other lives
But when I'm dead buried and rotten
They will remember me
There's a long snap to zero
Two of us share our reflection
There's a long snap to zero
Two of us knows our reaction
Another star has died
O...
We are the weak ones
In one big, monster machine
We are the flesh of the Soulburner
We are the lost
We are the weak ones
In one big, monster machine
We are the flesh of the Soulburner
Soul
You're destroying everything
Everything you touch
When you are here in me
This is how close you'll get
with me, I'm like the criminal
Insane with an urge of rage in me
I shouldn't still be free
The voices in my head twist my mind groundly
Paralyzed my fears of my own judgement
Not standing on my own controlled
by a voice in my head
Losing the control of life
can't decide about my own visions o...
Why don't you...
Feel like I feel
The true Reality
My words are no lies
But yet not devine
Murder...
My one domain
Murder...
My life in flames
Why don't you...
Pull out your head
Out from your ass
I'm not filled with pain
But so filled with shame
I'm not one of those
Who escapes the world
A purpose shall be done
My wrecking haunted gun
Acting the same
And I'm not filled with shame
But yet I fe...
Open the cap fill up the batteries
Play the game of your life
It's starting to shake
It's ready for you to control
Your flesh starts to sweat
The feeling you need to let go
Just do your thing lose all
the tension and flow
Powertool forever young
forever, forever young
Powertool when we're in bloom
when we're in bloom
Feeling the one handed love
As the best you've ever had
Wiping your mouth and...
I'll bring back my ways
A bit of shining to the wonder world
At times I feel a need
Forcing harder emotions of grief
Tumble down or on your knees
Let us wake in a giant form way
So we're buried? We'll see
All those others as small and offensive
Heating up Lashing down
It smells like I've been here before
Purify the surgeon style
Turning our souls inside out
So who's the strongest to be
A piece...
I am your god I am your dreams
I am everything you'll always need
These are the words of a humble man
The king of stone, the people's heart
I have never tried to reach this far before
I have never set my goals for sure
Some promises come some of them go
I am your alternative Messiah
Your King of the stone
Your deciples of my stone
I am your, your big Messiah
Hold him, embrace him just have him...
Breath Let's rush in let's lose control
Breath Let's rush in let's lose control
Cries Let's rush in let's lose control
Cries Let's rush in let's lose control
Flowing away Flowing away
Into this endless tide
Ending up in the drain
Watching back at another life
This day won't ever remind them of our
Tear soaked ways of ending each other
Breath Let's rush in let's lose control
Breath Let's rush i...
This is our small electric space
A place of love a place of hate
Friends that hold you true
Who scares you more than you
Sometimes it's warm sometimes it's cold
Sometimes it's just like your world
Lost track of time lost the whole of you
Lost every thing worth fighting for
So you hide in your world
If ever time could heal your wounds
So you hide in our world
In our small Electric Space
This is...
Another giant step for mankind
Altering with human wombs
Setting their own samples
Of who they want you to be
Their soul purpose
Of making your flesh their own
Heart and soul manufactured
For their own
Another giant step for mankind
Altering with human wombs
Setting their own samples
Of who they want you to be
Their soul purpose
Of making your flesh their own
Heart and soul manufactured
To con...
Sometimes thinking of suicide
The thought that sharpens my mind
Deep down in manic depression
I only hear my own cries
These thoughts are so twisted I can hardly
Look out from the edge of my world
Those feelings of losing every sense of touch
I tried to reach with my hands
Sometimes thinking of suicide
The thought that sharpens my mind
Sometimes life feels much cheaper
So cold, dull and grey
T...
I want to f*** up everything that you ever loved
I want to lose my head go for the bat and crush your head
Relax for a while think it over
All the vicious circles I'm trembling in are going further down
The last words you ever spoke still echo in my head
The world has turned and left me here
So stiff and cold
Find hope, find a cure, find happiness
For my ragged, tortured soul
Tell the world I'...
Even though it sounds easy you should
relate to the fall
My inner words of rage
bursting through my head
if it is what it seems
You should be much closer
to the rage that I feel
It's glowing
Deep down in my mind I see you
feel the same as me stay brave
As they always stare right through you
They don't notice you
Even though they should,
you're a quite special guy
that's what you think
Don't yo...
If I give you the world
I'll make it black
If I give you air to breathe
If I give you air to breathe
If I give you sight
I would stab my eyes
If I give you all my trust
I am used and feel so bruised
So we'll make a mess of our lives
I'll paint your world in black
Too cold for you to get out
So I'll stop your grieving heart machine
It won't be any wonder
But you'll be deep down in slumber
If I ...
Have you met your god yet?
I've sure met mine
Suffer Intensely my friend
Keep on having those grave remorse
Caught up in the act of stupidity
By sharing your thoughts
You're the worst kind of whore
Suffer Even harder my friend
Yet my lessons unlearned
Painful small decisions may
Control your life for years at the time
Closer, it might have begun
Forcing yourself to be numb
Closer, why won't it...
Strong is he who fights
for his beliefs
Everyday he struggles
with his grief
Crossbound by all his
friends
Listen he's taking all the
blame
For you and me
Just don't loose
your faith in me
Preaches about hell
on earth
No one cares, but wants
to be like you... to be you
You and I return alive
into a world
that's mine again
Warfare
Standing on my own
Love her
Love her on the throne
Left her Left...