Let my thoughts freeze
Let me feel not
Wax on their face
What they hide behind
I should not be here
I should not be there
I should not be at all
If I am
What is then?
I go and seek
Go and seek
When you look in the trench
Can you see me die
Drilling my mind in yours
Take me up
Take me up
I jump through the mirror
I fall on the other side
Emptiness I remember
I feel so clean
I feel secure
A smil...
So many thoughts we have lost
So many thoughts we have won
Selecting the real ones
Rejecting the false ones
Every day cuts through your heart
Every year cuts through your soul
Every pain cuts through your face
Every loss cuts through your pride
Your life turns into art
You become your own work
Time is the hammer
Pain is the chisel
You are the artist
Obey your master
Love your scars
Kiss your w...
Used thoughts
Second thoughts
Compact thoughts
No longer the one you were
Become and play your role
Who goes for the throne must go for the king
This matter is not overdue
Still no change to see in your self-absorption
And the animal runs amuck
Getting stronger
I start taking pleasure in these thoughts
But is it real or just a lie
A need
Demanding discipline
Love of order accused
In an inner-w...
Lonely, lonely, lost and lonely
Lonely, lonely, defeated, conquered and lonely
Lonely, lonely, broken, burried and lonely
No longer
Nature breaks through my mask
New blood lifts the task
A thought beats up my mind
Hate will see eyes are blind
Now I take the floor
Outside hardens the core
As I start to grow
I see the long way to go
Not sure what to do
Enlightened about you
Swallowing slowly
Mat...
With your pride
You are spraying the souls
Not for me
And not for who I am.
At any image area
You feel at home
Just to see
How far you can go
To behave like a child
Just to see how honest we are
To get us surprised as we are
To find out how deep a smile can hurt
To find out how deep a thought can be
To find out a thing you will never know
Without killing and overstraining the bow
Tears in your...
The cold comes
Increasing my mind
A vision getting clearer
Harder
Your beauty grows
Stunning my mind
Pureness will come
Impurity must go
My obsession
My offender
Could I die for you
My obsession
My offender
Let me freeze by your kiss of anger
Oh winter here you are
Oh winter long awaited cold
Hold my hand
Be my friend
Scare the day
Then take it away
Much to be
Nothing to see
Hold my hand
Be my...
when time meets the end
names and deeds are forgotten
when time has buried all your memories
a soul looses its value
when living becomes surviving
when the forthcoming belongs to the past
you will kneel down
and pray to the horizon
to get a nightmare instead of reality
someone has given
and will take away
in a time of weakness
strength and discipline measure your life span
separating guilt fro...
It is in me
Wipes the smile from my face
Extingishes the splendor in my eyes
I cannot get away
I do not want to be captured once again
Anything said becomes equal
So what is left
Absolutely nothing in the nowhere
Inner dirt destroys joy of life
Do not trust in me
Goodbye my love
In your joy and changes into enviousness
An unstoppable conqueror
Prospering in the middle of your endless ranks
Strangling you to death with your cold hand
Rippling chatter is the alloy of your skin
Stubborn appearance is our armor
Our spoken words are numerous and hurting
The glow is our obsession
Intense coldness and the cutlass of purity
Burn themselves through the decayed skull of your in...
Tonight a carnivore is out
Lust burning in his head
The need for flesh leads him
Right between your thighs
Violent energy hammers
His body into yours, animalistic rituals
No love, just wantoness
No love, just wantoness
Lust, physical, liquids, blood
One big piece
Of meat they are
Slaves of s**uality
Careless sinners
Producing
A hunger for
Someone's most infected
And rotten parts
One constant
R...
Why should I deny
That I will not resist
How could I decline
When I am still prone
Welcome
To the weird travel through my wood
Of uncertain emotions
The wedlock between laudable and barren dreams
Welcome
To my world
A circus of nakedness
Chase these thoughts away
Take my lust away
Welcome
To my inner side
Enter the disaster
Drill yourself into the fat
Go inside
Welcome
To the s**ual and imperi...
As an uprising son
It hallows
As a tragedy of facts
It hallows
As an unfailing glory
It hallows
As a melody of trust
It hallows
This burden
A companion of mine
My mindclaw
Breaking my speech
A mask of panic
Hiding the flesh
Not more inside than inside
In a time of restlessness
My existence is brought into ruin
How dead can life be
I am the core of pain
Discontent smothers life
Weakness control...
Midmost in the firestream
I live in an anxious way
Trying to give birth to
The child of my redemption
But too calm I am
Too unreal I feel
Constant alienation
Is the result of my abstinence
Once I was the cyclone - Once I was this god
Once I was the one - Screwing you around
Consuming your immunity - The truth in your lies
The sadness in your ecstasy
The love in your mouth
Once I was true - Onc...
Ignorant
I drift into uncertainty
I have never been prepared
After the second
But real birth
Came self-reproach
Perception
Followed by frivolous sins
After the first coining came emptiness
Becoming a part of I
The thinking
The question what for
Why should someone go on
Falling in every grave
Digged by the ones
Who are not yet
Existence covers a lonely mind
Dirt under pressure explodes
And surr...
Searching for the spotlight
To clear up your wickedness
You have waited so long
Penetrating yourself
Diving deeper to the forgotten parts
Swimming through the black water
Going deeper and deeper
To the place where your pearls lie
Delighted by success
You rise up to the sky
Now you are a believer
Greeting with your pearls
You go up to the sun
Like a newborn Phoenix
Nothing can stop you now
Grap...
What do you do when you return from your inner trail search
In your own interior
And you find yourself unchanged
Will you call yourself a stranger
Will you admit to yourself
Your unconsciousness
Towards your inner side
Your emptiness strokes your being
But you need the sentiment of grievance
Look into your eyes
Remember the day
Could you say it was worth living it
Then you wish tomorrow will n...