Curious intentions fill my heart with sin
Makes me feel like I got uh, plenty hell to raise
And I'm about to begin
Livin' the life right out of a dream
Adding coal to the fire of my self-esteem
Glorious inventions
Fill the world with fear
All the lies that confide my mind
They make it crystal clear
Livin' the life right out of a dream
Adding coal to the fire of my self-esteem
It's not my fault...
Somebody told me I?m supposed to feel this way,
That a heart can never reach a peak of truth until it breaks.
That you feel nothin?, until you feel like you?re nothin?.
And that real sufferin?, it helps to keep that muscle pumpin?.
Well, I?m beat.
Give me back my inexperience and keep the heat.
Let me dream for deliverance.
Nothin?s great about a heartache,
There?s nothing there I wanna learn ...