I need adrenaline
I need love
The skin I'm in is breaking up
I need something to satisfy my lust before I start to cry
I need to feel the rush inside
Spaced-out, face-down, based-out, coming down
I take my highs where I can find them
I know the lows are right behind them
I want a 24 hour buzz
I want it 24 hours a day
I want a 24 hour buzz
Vanity ceiling coming down on me
Keeps me from drowning...
I need adrenaline
I need love
The skin I'm in is breaking up
I need something to satisfy my lust before I start to cry
I need to feel the rush inside
Spaced-out, face-down, based-out, coming down
I take my highs where I can find them
I know the lows are right behind them
I want a 24 hour buzz
I want it 24 hours a day
I want a 24 hour buzz
Vanity ceiling coming down on me
Keeps me from drowning...
Lights out girl I'm coming in
I can't talk but I can sing to you
So paralysed and moving
I can tell I'm falling behind
Come on
Are you ready now
Hey girl I'm coming in
Take back my everything now
Yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah
I'm stuck here inside the wheel
Turning around turning around
Yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah
I'm stuck here inside the wheel
Turning around turning around
I'll make me bel...
You did
Call my name, call me all of the time
Another way to pollute the air around me sweetly... say something
Feed me lies, feed me all of your lies
I never notice, I never ever really had to... baby...
Please don't you let go
'Cause I can't hold on my own
Please don't you let go
I'm trying... I'm trying
Sing a song, sing it all out of tune
It's hard to listen to a voice that doesn't reach m...
She has just touched heaven
But acts as though it's broke
She can't help it
She can't mend it
Alien...Alien...
I stole the colors off her
And changed myself just like her
They don't see me
They don't hear me
Alien...Alien...
How am I ever gonna make them understand
No one ever knows the things I do
I could never live here in my own world
Now I've gotta try and make it through
You will understa...
The lights that shine in your eyes
Just keep me shadowed, underneath and scared
I'm never gonna fight
Image, open wound, synthetic stain
Let you hate me if you open my eyes
Make me unafraid
Tell me that it's all wrong
World view
Crucifix dysfunction
Yeah it's all wrong
World view
Crucifix dysfunction
So vulnerable
Compatible
So vulnerable
In love with my own lie
So keep descending
Make it neve...
Hiding it all away
In such a blurry haze
It's getting blurred
While all the dust that is blown becomes a gentle flow
Getting blurred
You let the madness begin
You let the sadness back in for now
For now
It's getting blurred
Always too afraid even in your dreams of letting go
Too many others overwhelm
You can't recall
A sip of memory spills so easily
and we wipe it away with the flavourless tas...
I know you don't realise
that the way I feel is so new to me
Today I'm so happy
I love everybody
Your so ugly but I forgive you
In another life I'm sure you'll be so beautiufl
I know you don't realise
that the way I feel is so new to me
I know you don't realise
that the way I feel is so new to me
Today is forever
Free love in my body
Come alive
Come alive
I know you don't realise
that the way ...
I woke up thinking how I've never had a good time
I seem to lack the kind of life that everybody has
I gotta have it, I gotta have it
The perfect feeling that everybody has
A little confused
To why I continue
To let the maggots enter me and live
I better sterilize my heart today
I better sanitize my mind again
And when I crawl
I bleed like an angel
Suicide
I'll never die because I haven't live...
Ano toki Kanjiteta
Kimi no Hikari o
Ima demo Sagashite iru yo
Te ni tameteru Namida de
Kareta hana Ikikaerase
Take me back home
Feed me your love
Kiete ikanaide he said
Oh cause I'm crazy without you
Kumitateta Kagayaki wa
Kimi ga Inai to
Shidai ni Usurete iku yo
Hayaku itami Tomete
Kimi no fushigi na kusuri de
Take me back home
Feed me your love
Kiete ikanaide he said
Oh cause I'm crazy witho...
If you've found me call my answer phone
A play back to help the bruises glow
I'm afraid to be alone right now
Thought I was still unborn
But they've pulled me out and they've got me living
Sometimes I'm so mature because my mirror image ages faster I...
Can't burn can't burn my blood
Can't burn can't burn my God
Yeah... fluke
Designer fetus is my name
Designed by them to entertain
Don't know h...
Just keep me moving on
That's what I'm telling myself
I guess I should get fixed
All the parts are broken
It happens all the time
I wonder where I am
How long must I wait
For everything to end
You will never know
The time it takes to heal
It's taking far to long
For everything to end
Another lie to taste
I love the way they feed me
We never had to leave
For our destination
Can't look you in th...
Come a little closer to me
Hurt is in motion with me
Calling out for all the things
that I never had, never want, never need
Used up emotions in me
Some things will never...
I still see you every day
You still make me cry
You made my pain go away
Now you make me want to die
Where are you now?
Kinda feel that I'm lonelier inside
Come a little closer to me
Hurt is in motion with me
Calling out f...
This loneliness is a wind up
It isn't a wind up
Or is it a maybe?
She's gone and left all her dreams
Her head's full of screams
Such a perfect disease
She's got a black little gun now
A black little gun
But it's so late
It was much easier then
Easier then...
Tonight your bleeding laugh
Concealing a silent mask
I'd love to tell you that I've been there before
To see your face
To see your face
S...
Slowdown, gagged and bound
You don't know what you've been taking
No sound, dragged around
You came down and you're still faking
Slowdown, gagged and bound
You don't know what you've been taking
No sound, dragged around
You came down......
I found myself on the cold streets of Memphis
Seventeen and looking for Elvis
I tasted oblivion as it shot through the heart
Tripped and crippled, torn apar...
I bought a breakdown torn out paper cut heart
To find another rejection
Ever lasting phases
A fake smile to chase some cheap affection
Reduce me to a bad infection
You're guilty of love fraud
The pain inside
Been feeding it for days
And all the time that I never really knew you
You kept me away
Leaving me with time
Got the time but I still feel so dead
Loss of memory shine and I won't miss a t...
A clean dose
Anti adrenaline
A new breed
A special specimen
You see me look
I'm looking down at you
A pretty face
But it ain't the face of you
I envy you
You are so Hollywood
Fake little smile
Is this your newest look?
Your tired skin
You need to stretch it out
I see a freak and it looks just like you
Slip away and waste away
It's all you can do
You are a pretty monster inside the little pictu...
Tell me your secrets
Tell me your secret
Is it lie, lie, lies?
And give me a whisper that disappears like a sigh, sigh, sigh
I'm falling from above
I need a miracle of love
Am I an object?
Laboratory pet locked inside your mind
A new year breeze that burns off our skin
I guess we're losing the chances to win
Ordinary echo in me
Saying is it for me
Stated
I'm falling from above
I'm falling from...
Alone again
Demo minna onaji sa
Nana-jyuu paasento no naka de oboreteirunda
Broken youth
Oh fukanzen de
Ashita ni chikazukenai tokoro aishiteru
Kanashisa ni kizukenakute
Always
Together forever
Fukazugiru omoi komi de
Our love
Forever and ever
Call for me
Otokanai sekai demo
Kikoeru youni mimimoto de sakende hoshii da
I say...
Our life cut up cut it up
Our life cut up cut it up
Kanashisa ni ki...
I'm pitifully delicate
Lost in no one else's space but mine
I'm floating around
I'm loaded up on uncut hurt
That breaks me down and slowly cuts me up
My memory kills
I need to put my pieces back
And try to live a life that I once knew
I'll find a way
I'll find a way
I'm bored and tired
Give me some life
I sure need it...
To make me happy...
I'm dreaming of a future womb
A place of warmth that ...
Old man looking bad with orange hair mascara on
I hate you do'nt you, don't you, don't you know
You're useless, clueless, faceless imitation 6
Men in tights, flashing lights
Singer, actor, start sucking my middle finger
You're useless, clueless, faceless imitation 6
Don't you show your teeth to me
And don't you ever pretend that you know me
Zombie
Why aren't you sorry?
Zombie
Why aren't you so...
Felt too much of a lifeless air inside
Now you're falling
You're crawling
Trapped under emotional slide
You hide
Tell me is it the guilt that smothers you
Covers your love and gives you away in the end
Oh what a shame
It's a shame that you're going nowhere
It's a shame that you're going nowhere
It's a shame that you're going nowhere
You are what you create
Hypocrisy and hate
Satisfied I'm so s...
Kowarekaketa hibi Tsukurinaoseba ii
I'm breaking down
To live forever
Chikadzuku nara ima Kimi to boku to de
It's a now or never
Let's make it better
Mou wasuresasete
Ima kara Umarekawaru
Mou wasuresasete
My goodbye
Kou umarekawaru
My goodbye
Goodbye my friends
Goodbye my friends
Goodbye
Kirai na kono machi mo Atarashii boku o
Mitsukereba Kawaru hazu
Jibun ja nai Jibun no naka ni wa mou
Iraren...
Mother
Wipe these tears from my eyes
I think I'm lost
Father
Don't you recognize?
I think that I'm home
I got helium love all around
And I'm falling faster right through the ground
Helium love's all around
Gotta keep moving me over the line
Till the day that I die
Start singing, breath taking
Everything that you can see is sugar free
I got Demarol lollipops
You're invited to the back of my bra...
Hello You are coming through to my world now
Hello You are coming through to my world now
You're stuck filled up with emptiness
You are waiting to catch some breath
But I don't need to be upset
Cause I've got visions that I've never seen before
Hello You are coming through to my world now
Hello You are coming through to my world now
Slightly vogue
You're stuck needing some time to grow up
You ...
Time to empty head
Try and dream instead
Let memory trip and finally slip
Like acid in milk
Garbage in silk
Dripping and oozing your s** over my guilt
And I really don't know who to care about
And I don't know if I'm in our out
God is dead
God is dead from hesitation
Cannot make love to the ones you have sold yourself to Jesus hates my generation
He'd rather go down and around and go down, but...
I wish I'd never met you
I wish I'd never met you
I wish I'd never met you
I wish I'd never met you
My lucky 10
Let me down again
My lucky 10
Supposed to be my friend
Stole my heart again
Yeah yeah no
My melody calls you out
Yeah yeah no
But everybody stayed home
I wish I'd never met you
I wish I'd never met you
I wish I'd never met you
I wish I'd never met you
My lucky 10
Let me down again
My...
Don't need to be unhappy
So please don't cry
We're already there
We're gonna be so...
Don't need to be unhappy
We're gonna be so happy
Don't need to be unhappy
We're gonna be so happy
Lullabye for you
Lullabye for you
Don't have to be lonely
Don't have to be all alone
Don't need to be unhappy
We need to be free
But we're already there
We're gonna be so happy
So happy... so happy...
Smile
Something that's innocent
Is still something that makes me cry
No wonder
No one ever knows my name
Here we are: the next big thing
In reality that's not the way things are
Champagne dreams for pleasure victims
In reality that's not the way things are
Nowhere to go
Still waiting here
The ones I know
They don't want to know my name
That's why no one knows my name
That's why I don't know my...
Enter with the minus
I exsist just to f*** you in my brain
Better to be vacant
All you've known can be easily thrown away
Good times
Good times
Good times
Good lies
Crash out and I'm speeding
Day for comas only just began
Get back don't fit in now
Being a band is a f***ing waste of time
Good times f***ing waste of time
Good times f***ing waste of time
Good times f***ing waste of time
Good lies...
I did myself damage, I know I did it by myself yeah
Filled myself with rubbish, I know I did it, I did it
I did all this and more and wondered who to blame
But I can't pretend anymore, I did the damaging
This bad position that I'm in, I'm twisted and I'm bent and I'm 360
Created so much regret
I don't know baby, but it's all gone funny, it's all gone honey
No regrets
I've been asleep and now I...
Find me some time to believe in me
The cages that we adore
Keeps us cold
The silence held in her hand
A glorified smile
I need you to be there again
Just like some strange imaginary friend
I am numb like a beuatiful dream
I am numb like a beautiful dream
I am perfect deformity
Following it over
The lifetime we get for free
Used and worn
The mind that we meant to heal
Faced and torn
The cages t...
My way, your way
I don't give a f*** or nothing
to no one. Parasite
My way, your way;
I don't give a f*** or nothing
to no one. Parasite
I live for myself;
they call me a god, with my own style;
and I don't know why
they cover my eyes and drown me in lies.
Everybody, come protect me now.
So completely thrown away,
you'll find me in the lost and found. Yeah
I die by myself;
and they'll call me ...
Sleep sand and dust have made me feel old and paranoid
I need control, I need to glow once again
Designed to fly or maybe just die
My plastic wings
Images of perfection might purify
Long way down
Long way down
Long way down
Long way down
Take me high...
Strap on the wings and push me over and watch me sink
Maybe tonight I'll get it right finally
Hold in my breath and make me forget my everythi...
Stab it in me
Inspiration
Got so little to hold onto
Let me know that I would love to
Throw some acid on top of you
I want to be so pure
I want to be so pure
Cut you up and rearrange you
I want to be so pure
Justify the things I do
By burning images of me and you
I'm back again
Back again
Tint the mirror black and blue now
Burn the images in petrol fumes
I'm inside of you now
I want to be so p...
Radio to radio
With the midlight going down
You know you are
Radio to radio
Yeah
It doesn't really phaze me
It doesn't really break me
or complete me
Cause it's swollen and untrue
when they say
It doesn't really phaze me
It doesn't really break me
or complete me
Cause it's swollen and untrue
when they say
Radio to radio
Yeah
It doesn't really phaze me
It doesn't really break me
or complete me
...
The more we live, the more we become...ashamed
A walking corplse, so senseless and dumb..Remains
I made it
A mayday come
Save me
Save me
No one cares and how our hearts are cut
We sell ourselves like some cheap misused slut
Save me
Save me
And I stay to repay and I'm standing on my soul
And I stay to repay and I'm stranded on my soul
And I stay to repay and I'm strangling on my soul
And I stay...
In Album: RADIO SONGS Best of Oblivion Dust
These are words that you say to me
You're confused and you're so empty
Everyday you're part of me
Never fading out of me
And I'm so bored again
Don't listen to a word I say
Is it this suger taste in the mind I've wasted
that's left me so cold?
These fakes eyes wake up in xerox makeup
to an image of you
Everyday you're part of me
Never fading out me
T...
It's alright...
There's nothing else to say yeah
I love you is a cliche
Don't know why I'm screaming
I'm running out of feelings
Every little problem
Is tearing us apart yeah
It's alright I don't know where you are
It's alright I don't know who you are
It's alright I don't know what you know
It's alright but please please don't go
Super lover?
Live in my mind, live in your mind
It's alright I ...
The X-ray is on
They see through my mind
And I can hear you say stop
Why?... Why?...
Their T.V. is wrong
My feelings are backwards
And I can hear you say stop
Why?... Why?...
Why do I think I'm sinking?
Why?... Why?...
Why do I think I'm losing?
I'm a beautiful girl you cannot solve
And I haven't figured out myself
A beautiful girl you cannot hold
You won't make the picture clear
You won't fin...
well I really was sinking /in desire / Feel at ease now
You need direction gt;gt; Try and pick up the pieces
gt;gt; oh how quickly we can fall /but that's not the question
so reassuring to know there's another dimension
gt;gt;i wish i was clearer / I wish i was lost /i thought i was nearer
I guess that i'm not /Funny how we all seem to get in-between her
gt;gt; we all look down now Feeling hig...
No hands will reach me
No voice can call me
I've reinvented the things that I can do
I'm the unexpected part of you that
You'll never ever come in contact with...
Come in contact with...
I sell my broken dreams to...
All the little desperate people
Tell me everyone knows...
All my little f***ed up secrets
But I really don't care now
I'm an imitation with such precision
A resurrection
I'm sculp...
Waking up every day
So vague
Saw it on her empty face
So strange
Drown her if she can't be free
Her plea
Fallen heroes in your dreams
I see
What's there tomorrow?
Strychnine tomorrow
What's there tomorrow?
Wake up dying every day
So vague
Stick a needle in my brain
So strange
Never know if I have seen it or not
I don't want to be in your arms forever...again
What's there tomorrow?
Strychnine T...
Stop me from dreaming
A sigh is deceiving
Believing is easy, but there's nothing to believe in with you
I have a cancer
My mind is a coma
I can be tanned by neon lights for only so long
I fell beneath you
Only in my mind did I disappoint you
Then I realized that I'm not the only one
Trying much harder
To feel that I need her
I'm a believer when it all comes down to ending love
Delicate lover
Y...
Blue ocean fills me
Sunshine don't
Slowly watching all the pain disappear
It's the only way
It's the only way
Shut down all the main controls to my fear
It's a method to leave
I've died so many times
i've died...so many times
Glued up and shinning
So very bright
Let the flavour take hold over me
It's the only way
It's the only way
Open mouth no vocabulary
It's a method to leave
But I...die so ...
Take my life, plug the hole
See me wash away again
I can see all the rides
Enter them but I slide
Shoot the bird out the sky
Flapping wings out of life
No more sight
No more light
No more sky
No more fly for me
I can't hear me laughing anymore
Never able to sleep
Awful feelings force open my eyes
I'm so impressed
The way you keep on feeding me your love
See the nude that kills see the nude tha...
I am so bored of life
I want neon lights fixed to my electric chair
I am so bored of life that I feel sensational
Can I become your friend?
Got glowing bits of face
And you are not as paranoid as me
Just yet yeah
Don't go taking me apart
Don't go taking me apart
Don't go taking me apart
Take me everywhere that I need to go
Make them love me and hold me
These new delusions cut me down
But I can...
Move onto you undetected
Think that it's time that you should trust me
Locate the melody if you can
Droppping like superstars from heaven
Check it up
I will take you there
I am your tomorrow
I am, I am
Can't help but see me get deleted
Try not to let it get me down though
Scary to think that you are all wrong
Forgive your everlasting childhood
Can't... get... to me
I will take you there
I am y...
One, two, three, four, five, s**, seven, Ugly children go to heaven
I hope in faith I leave no trace
Pray for the blind, Stay undefined
Time is a debt, I have regrets
I know the truth, not bulletproof
I'm in tough with it lately
But then you told me to breath in
Waiting for God now
No way to know how
I've waited so long now
Nowhere to go now
I've had too much, I can't relate
I imitate the ones...
Sweaty little eyeballs that see me
Don't really see that much
Half of me is paid for and sold out
But the other half still belongs to me
Or at least I think it does
What is it you see?
What is it you see?
Now warm me down
Now warm me down
Another day
I'm like an animal
Caged in your zoo
For everybody to see
Won't let me be
Won't let me walk around
Won't let me keep
My own identity
I have my li...
Can't control
It's in my sores
Purity fades from out of my pores
I want all my love back
I want all I've done back
Head in hands... Head in hands...
Head in hands... Head in hands...
Sucking me away from me
Isn't so calculated
Stupid little me
Took a while to realise it
Yeah defined
Hey that's me
I think I'm on sale again
Yeah defined
Hey that's me
I think I made the wrong decision
Gently care...
Yeah Doro darake no T.V. screen
Kimi no utsutteru [shi-n]
Naze ka kodoku ni kanjiru
You Kimi ga tsukuriageta
Uso darake no sekai wa
Totemo suteki da yo ne
I linger... I linger...
Don't wanna wanna wanna wanna be you
Don't wanna wanna wanna wanna be you
F*** you Boku nari no [kisu]
F*** you Nagete yaru
Yeah Tsukai kiretenai life
Kimi ni wa mottai nai
Hoka no dareka ni agetai yo
You Sonzai subet...
She is so used and pure
Deformed and beautiful
She doesn't need a cure
So cruel and wonderful
I'll glow for you
Hold onto you
I'll need no sympathy
When I'm your yesterday
If you want me to
I'll bleed for you
I'll need no sympathy
When I'm your yesterday
Break it down
Break it down
Break it down
I'll break it down
Break it down
Break it down
Break it down
I'll break it down
This is my song to ...